Waiting On Brendan To return!

I am doing ok I guess.I been trying to make myself busy. Brendan Left about only a week ago.He went to sydney to work enough hours.So he could get certified in nursing. He is moving here soon to me I hope. I have tryed liking other guys. But I cant get him off my mind. Hes so romantic.He makes me feel so sexy. He is so sexy hisself too.He has the most beautiful body. His eyes are like Gems and His skin is so pure and natural. He has that red hair that I love so much. But most of all its his smile.He makes me laugh and he acts like hisself. He not afraid to be hisself.And I love that. I just miss him so much.But its only 3 weeks and he texts me and calls me ever so often. I know that someday soon he will come to me. We will have a life together. I have had so many guys who want me. But he stands out I cant explain it. Well intill next time I blog Huggs ray